I spent years on the wrong paths. Finally, I began to understand I'm to write for God's purpose; not for myself or worldly fame and fortune but to document inspired spiritual insight and write God's Truth. So, as long as my Creator and Redeemer grants me the mental and physical grace, I will write.
Marlene
The word of Yahweh came unto me saying: Before I formed thee in the belly I knew thee; and before thou camest forth out of the womb I sanctified thee and I ordained thee a prophet unto the nations.
Jeremiah 1: 4-5 (RSB)